Akira Sendoh 07

today is the day when i gain the long-awaited freedom that i had lost on the first day of the school term. today is the day of my last paper. the start of my one month break. i had two weeks of pure torture. two weeks of examinations. it is the time of the semester when i hate. i love every minute of studying and schooling. but i absolutely hate the examinations. that is the time when i got to give up everything and concentrate on the examinations. the examinations whose results will determine my future.

i am getting sick and tired of school. i cant wait to graduate from school and start a whole new life of working and put an end to e examinations, tests, tutorials and lectures. a life when work ends at 5pm and i can have the rest of the day to myself.

how i wish such a life can come faster.

Hello AS7, it is really nice to be able to put aside everything and give u an update on what is going on in my life. I have been having late nights and alot of nightmares. The pressure is building up and I am feeling so overwhelmed by it. I cannot afford to fail. I am really scared of letting down all the people who have pinted high hopes in me. Today I had a bad day at the turf club. I had alot of double leadings and alot of wild and strong horses. Perhaps lingam is starting to recognize my abilities? But I am really very tired. I need a break. And I want to  give myself a good, long break when my exams end. Looking forward to it…